Why?…..

April 15, 2009 angelgirl09

People are just thought to be things that came from a big burst billions of years ago. I believe God created this Earth and us: his people made in his image. But what was the purpose of making us with a mind full of thoughts and a heart full of feelings? Was that part of the curse? To suffer from the constant torture of thoughts and the never ending stream of strange feelings that can’t be controlled. Sometimes I wish that we were like robots. Just cold, thoughtless, and emotionless. Of course sometimes your mind can be something amazing. Full of pictures, people, music, dreams, goals, and hopes. But sometimes it can be a place of torture. When you have those not so nice thoughts, they can torture you day and night. But why do we need them? The same goes for feelings. Sometimes we feel happiness, love, joy, warmth, and care. But sometimes we feel hatred, suffering, longing for something that we can’t have, and so on. I understand that we are complicated beings, but how come we are made like this. Especially people like me: soft, breakable, and full of love. But i’m too easily broken. Words hurt me the most. They pierce me like blades….to be continued